Tuesday, March 4, 2014

In my head

So how does it feel? 
To be like this?

So much in love,
that you'd steal a kiss?

A burning heath with a dark hole,
the same person who makes you feel whole.

Head over heels with your thoughts in my head,
with you on my mind as I go to bed.

A smouldering fire with ice within,
a murky mind that knows only to sin.

Yes I'm in love, the sort that shows,
My hearts gone to you and the lack of it shows.

Yes I'm in love but I feel so alone.
all alone in the dark with no heart to call my own.


I thought I was clever,
I thought it was good,
I thought I had loved you,
only as much any man should.
I thought restraint was bad,
that there was much more to be had,
In being with you,
being in you.

But I feel alone, In love yet alone;
all alone in the dark with no heart to call my own.

I look up at you to save me from it all,
But I've roughed up my knuckles with all these falls.
You let me in just to shut me out,
And i'm left in the cold to rant and shout.
I crave your warmth, your heart your soul,
without you here, I'll never feel alone.
I thought I had got you but you've slipped away,
and yet over me you hold sway,
You have my heart and you nurse it still,
and through that bond you pull my strings.

And I'm in love, In love all alone,
And I waiting for you to make your way back home.